Abby still struggling.......

It's been over a month since Abby had her 1st bout of the stomach virus. And only 6 days since her 2nd. After she finished her dinner~chicken a la king~she asked if I was "happy of her". And also stated that now she doesn't have to go to the hospital in the ambulance! About 3 weeks ago, Jesse and I were frustrated that she was not eating. So we said she would have to go see Dr.Randle if she didn't eat. I am so convicted that I put her in the state she is in. The bible says not to bring your child to wrath. Patience was what I was lacking. Lord, forgive me for not trusting you. Lord, give me the grace with Abby! May you heal her!! I think she is getting better. What is so ironic is Lucas Peach has a similar situation. He has vomited 3 times since January. He does not have an appetite either. But they both play fine,too! Really strange!

God wants you to love Him w/ all your Mind!

I have had the winter blues......it's been raining all month! Last week, I took out my wisdom teeth, yes all 4!! I was complaining of my jaws hurting. Well, a week has passed and my jaws are still hurting. So, I researched and I think I might have TMJ. I have all the symptoms, clicking upon opening my mouth, sore jaws, headaches, dizziness, sensitive teeth, sensitivity to light, and stuffiness, ringing, and buzzing in the ears. It also states it can get you depressed. That's probably why I have this winter blues!! I am not sleeping well at nights as well. I wake up feeling like I did not have a good night's rest.

Truth for kids had a devotional about loving God with all your mind (Mark 12:30)! It stated, "Sometimes the Holy Spirit might speak to our hearts and ask, "What are you thinking about right now?" Not because He doesn't know, but because He wants us to notice our own thoughts. And sometimes we are embarrassed to answer Him. Why? Because we're thinking selfish thoughts, vain thoughts, worried thoughts, proud thoughts – thoughts that have nothing to do with Him." I was convicted......so I will ask God to help me think good thoughts........Phil 4:8

It's been ahwile......I miss mom!

The rain is comin' down! The Lord knows we need this rain. We put it this way......Thank the Lord it's not dreary like this all the time!! Where do I start? Mom has passed away on Nov 14th, the day before Abby's birthday. Her death was so peaceful. Her suffering was so hard to watch. God's mercy and grace was SUFFIECIENT!! It's going to be almost 3 months since mom's passing! Seems like yesterday! She is now dancing, eating, and happy in heaven! There was 6 people who got saved at her funeral. Glenn preached......"Do you know Jesus". My mom would always ask her doctors and oncologist that question. The last days went so fast.....from weeks to days only! She was bed bound for 2 days. The last day at the hospital, she waited for me and said "Tammy" and went into a coma. We had to give more morphine and morphine! Her breath got weaker and weaker! Then, she halfway opened her eyes and had her last breath. There was even a smile on her face! I miss her greatly!! Mom, I will see you one day!!

Tammy